In the interest of full disclosure, I would like to make clear a couple of things about myself:
I have done some incredibly stupid and slutty things... but, after numerous talks with my bishop I am on course to get my temple recommend back before the year is over... I still make mistakes and I am learning to overcome... but, I do want to go back to the temple, badly.
I firmly believe that the Gospel is true... but, I went two years on a mission without ever saying, "I know the Church is true." I still have unanswered questions and pieces that don't fit.
When it comes down to it, I don't know where my final destination is. I don't have any clear answers for myself or anyone else. I'm just trying to walk forward.