Coming out of the closet is a huge leap and it is scary because you wonder "What if I'm wrong?" But seriously, sexuality is a very complex thing and although there may be a handful of women out there that under the precisely perfect conditions you'd be attracted to, it doesn't mean that you're suddenly straight. Growing up gay and Mormon, you have had it beaten into your head that some day this will be "fixed" but changing your sexuality ain't that simple.
It was a dream...and interesting one...but not one to base life decisions on.
You could always be Bi? I left the church and it took awhile but I'm comfortable with my decision even if my family and friends abandoned me. Mormons will never accept anything that is against their teachings even if they hang out with you they will always think of you differently. They pumped me with drugs to try and change me but I don't need them and I am happier than I ever was. But as always we make our own decisions, good luck!
I found your blog while trying to find a print of Jacob Wrestling with the Angel and got a real kick out of reading it.
As far as the whole dream ... what kind of porn do you like (umm, not that you should be looking at porn, but just say if you did) and I think that should pretty much answer the whole gay straight question.
Oh gosh i hope your not serious because of one dream.
ReplyDeleteYou crack me up. You might just be a visionary like Joseph in the the
ReplyDelete"Amazing technicolor dream coat." Keep us posted on further dreams :)
or maybe you're realizing that sexuality is more fluid than some would have you believe ...
ReplyDeleteBut I agree with Chase. Don't just base your decisions on one single solitary dream.
Oh, and Chase...from this picture, you look a bit like Mark from Ugly Betty...
ReplyDeleteComing out of the closet is a huge leap and it is scary because you wonder "What if I'm wrong?" But seriously, sexuality is a very complex thing and although there may be a handful of women out there that under the precisely perfect conditions you'd be attracted to, it doesn't mean that you're suddenly straight. Growing up gay and Mormon, you have had it beaten into your head that some day this will be "fixed" but changing your sexuality ain't that simple.
ReplyDeleteIt was a dream...and interesting one...but not one to base life decisions on.
Last time I had a sex dream with a girl, it traumatized me and I couldn't look at that girl for a couple of weeks. I'm gay.
ReplyDeleteYou could always be Bi? I left the church and it took awhile but I'm comfortable with my decision even if my family and friends abandoned me. Mormons will never accept anything that is against their teachings even if they hang out with you they will always think of you differently. They pumped me with drugs to try and change me but I don't need them and I am happier than I ever was. But as always we make our own decisions, good luck!
ReplyDeleteHmmm. You have inspired me to blog about the recurring dream I have been having for the past year. Check it out.
ReplyDeletehttp://takingmyredpill.blogspot.com/2008/12/dreaming.html
I found your blog while trying to find a print of Jacob Wrestling with the Angel and got a real kick out of reading it.
ReplyDeleteAs far as the whole dream ... what kind of porn do you like (umm, not that you should be looking at porn, but just say if you did) and I think that should pretty much answer the whole gay straight question.